Human Waste Of Space Useless Sitting here Useless Going nowhere I am Giving up I am So fucked up My problems Are so fucking mere They're all: I need a career I wish I could disappear I wish Something could compare To this Pain inside my head To this Desire to be dead Think of Everybody else Think of The trivial shit I've dealt Fuck off Just leave me alone Fuck off I just don't want to grow old Don't wanna Think about the futute Don't wanna Think about the present either So just Get the hell away So just Let me have my say It's this: I'm so damn confused It's this: You never understood So I Haven't gotta life So I I'm gripping a knife Plunge it Deep into my fears Plunge it I'm getting out of here 19 October 2004 Copyright 2004 Mallory Maloney